ollo friends. its been about a week or so. havent had much to put down on paper. i have had some good days and some bad days. been training my pitbull. she is getting it pretty fast. smart little dog. i have slipped a little on the diet. which really makes me feel like shit. i hate being this fucking weak over what i eat. i keep my water intake up and up. but fuck i cant stay away from eating like shit. i have so much envy for those who can eat healthy 24/7.
i have been such a fat ass for so long. my body craves horrible greasy shit. i get heartburn so easy these days from all the crap i put into my body. but not even a week of eating better it goes away. one would think that would be enough to keep me strait. but fuck no!!!!here i am on a two day off diet bender and burbing out pure fire.fuck my life.
i guess the best i can do is wake up in the morning and get back to a routine. i have a trainer at the gym i go to. but fuck dude is always busy or i am busy. feels like a waste of money. this week has also been a gymless one. somedays i just couldnt get the motivation. other days i have been a little busy. so all that in one tortilla makes me feel like shit. i guess i just need to get out of this funk. and the only way to do that is to just fucking doing.
i know i have used more curse words in this post than others its just where my mind is. im not in a good place tonight. been sick for a week. think i have alergies and its giving me a head ache every time i have a bout of coughing. wow. i am just really complaining today. i hope this is not the worst thing i ever put up here. if it is. i dont appologize. but thanks for getting this far. i am at the end of this now. and i feel like just writting nothing. but ill end on this.
the sharks are on a seven game win streak. they are playing the redwings tonight. if they win they will move into a game behind them for second place in the west. i love hockey. well see ya next time on dannys corner of complaints..
danny
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