FOR MY LOVE.

  i lay next to to you. i feel your skin. it rubs on mine and i  find myself going crazy for you.
i hold you close.  kiss your lips,  touch your skin and i find myself falling for you.
i taste your skin,  taste your lipstick, feel your eyes on me. and i find my self infatuated with you.
 you are my vice. you are my fantasy .and what drives my heart to the brink of explosion.
you are all the action i need. you are my gamble. you are the one that fills my memory with winning.
you are my princess. you are my godess. you are the one that makes me feel unworthy.
  i feel my mind going threw a transition. i feel my life changing with the sunrise.
i understand i throw my self in the trash before i throw a beautiful waste away.
i understand i find ways to throw myself down stairs before i will let those close to me beat me to it.
i fixate on the worst of me. and exploit it till i make my own heart bleed.
i play with my emotions to the brink of tears.
but you my dear. are the one who centers me. you my love are the one that gives me padding.
you my love are the one that complaments. you my dear are my counter part. you my dear are
the only one who can understand my fucked up mind. you my dear are the one for me and your all mine.
                                           danny

DANNYS CORNER OF COMPLAINTS.

 ollo friends. its been about a week or so. havent had much to put down on paper. i have had some good days and some bad days. been training my pitbull. she is getting it pretty fast. smart little dog. i have slipped a little on the diet. which really makes me feel like shit. i hate being this fucking weak over what i eat. i keep my water intake up and up. but fuck i cant stay away from eating like shit. i have so much envy for those who can eat healthy 24/7.
   i have been such a fat ass for so long. my body craves horrible greasy shit. i get heartburn so easy these days from all the crap i put into my body. but not even a week of eating better it goes away. one would think that would be enough to keep me strait. but fuck no!!!!here i am on a two day off diet bender and burbing out pure fire.fuck my life.
  i guess the best i can do is wake up in the morning and get back to a routine. i have a trainer at the gym i go to. but fuck dude is always busy or i am busy. feels like a waste of money. this week has also been a gymless one. somedays i just couldnt get the motivation. other days i have been a little busy. so all that in one tortilla makes me feel like shit. i guess i just need to get out of this funk. and the only way to do that is to just fucking doing.
  i know i have used more curse words in this post than others its just where my mind is. im not in a good place tonight. been sick for a week. think i have alergies and its giving me a head ache every time i have a bout of coughing. wow. i am just really complaining today. i hope this is not the worst thing i ever put up here. if it is. i dont appologize. but thanks for getting this far. i am at the end of this now. and i feel like just writting nothing. but ill end on this.
   the sharks are on a seven game win streak. they are playing the redwings tonight. if they win they will move into a game behind them for second place in the west. i love hockey. well see ya next time on dannys corner of complaints..
    danny